I will need a training log.

3 years ago, I ran 107 miles in 48 hours at "Three Days at the Fair". It remains my long distance Personal Record. My running and fitness has pretty much been in a slide ever since I had my hysterectomy that fall, and I'm not really doing anything at the moment and haven't for much of the last year.

I've had long dormant periods in the past as well, but have been able to come back from them. I could do the same thing now, and I'm thinking that I want to. I'm hoping that WANT is actually big enough for me to DO. Starting from scratch (like just walk/running a mile or so a day), but starting over.

I'm not going to register for any more races until I have a decent base and really want to race again. Until then I can be fine on my own,. i've been DNS at several events this spring. I was hoping that registering would be motivation, but not the case.  It was just a waste of money and another guilt factor.

I need to find the fun and internal satisfaction in moving my body again, and see where that takes me.